Personal Hell (cont'd)

My Personal Hell is supposed to represent that I'm not a big fan of being in the presence of lots of people (I don't really think it's a full blown 'fear', I just feel out of place). I feel that when I'm in a crowd of some sort, I'm either not 'supposed' to be there with them, or my lack of overall interest in talking with them kicks in. It's a habit that's waning, no doubt, but I'd hate to be thrown back to where I was 3 and a half years ago. The two men seem out of place, but I like the concept, somewhat...

My Personal Heaven

It took awhile to really think what I could consider my personal 'heaven'. I mean, I find comfort in walking outside alone, and when I was younger I had an entire forest that was a big complexing-imaginary 'kingdom', and whatnot. But I think if I were to just say "I want to fly." That would work even better. I'm not just talking about the context of flying, I occasionally enjoy finding something amazing by my own company, and I've also learned not to let strains hold me down for long (It always felt like it took a 'burden/weight' off my shoulders, hence the floating.) I wanted to include a flying penguin named D'noffrio, just because we wanted personal heaven, but I felt maybe that'd have just been too odd. I'd like to find a better context for my Heaven, but I'm content.